i hate the way you are. you're so controlling. i am not allowed to do anything. you treat me as if i were a dog. you dont understand, you think this is normal. sometimes i think that i'm the weird one for thinking that this is wrong, but im not! i want to have a normal relationship. we're going on a year and sometimes, you're amazing. then it goes back to the same old shit. and the funny thing is, that no matter how much you disgust me with your way of being. there is no way i will ever leave you.
i love you.